BLAME THE INSOMNIA!!

Well.. well.. I'm warning you guys about the content (read: rants) you're about to read... It might cause you anxiety, confusion, disappointment and even further mental breakdown (what?!)
Just kidding ;) but seriously ._.

Now let me start.
Relax, it's not really that important though haha.
■ I have a dream of going to Japan and learn the language and also the culture.
■ I love learning new things like languages, cultures, Science facts, and many more.
■ I like singing ( I said "like" not "good at" lol), drawing manga characters, and watching aircrash investigation series.
■ I Love doggies
■ I quit college when I was 20. It was really a heartbreaking decision bcz I needed to tell my parents about that. To be carrying this guilty feeling as a burden on my fat shoulder wasn't an easy job.
■ I hate going to wedding parties where ppl ask me things about my studies (I love the food tho). Actually I just kinda pity my parents when they have to hear those questions and what ppl say after. You know, like come on, It was my decision ( you can read this word as "fault"), but they were the ones who had to go through the humiliation :$.
■ I see value and score as two different things. (Just call me a worry wart, but yes, I don't do things I will regret... hey, but wait, sometimes I do ;D)
■ I used to have a trauma talking in front of ppl. I was forced to join a competition once and the worst part was that I had done my best and the juries didn't even glance nor gave any comments and just said "next". (I remember one of them was an Australian dude or something, no offense though, he was actually kind)

Well I'm sure everybody has their own times when their dreams or voices seems to be crushed but I think it's not wrong to pursue what you wanna do. I still want to make my parents happy in the future despite the fact that I let them down for now. I'm not saying quitting college is the right thing to do, but sometimes we cannot really decide wheter something is black or white. Polar bears seem to be white in colour but they're actually black. Sams×ng says white is the new black. And.. whatever, you know what I mean. Got problem with those rants? Don't say I didn't warn you *grin* and btw, just blame the insomnia :D.